heey!

Guess what? There's only 39 days left to summer holidays (not including weekends, including weekends would be 53)

My exams are over, but I still have some tests to go so I'm not really working on anything particularly ambitious right now(i mean art).... (well, on one piece but so far its taking me about 1 hour everyday...)

One of the tests that is really worrying me is my english speech. Of course we could pick a subject ourselves.... what did I pick? I picked CANCER. Very interesting, huh?? I have an annoying polish accent so when I speak in front of everyone either my languages get mixed or im forgetting what I was supposed to say... I already wrote it and all, but still, I need to know it by heart, and I hardly know the first line... hmm... wait let me think it went somewhat like that "Cancer has become the main cause of death in both men and women..." Let me check. Oh ~YAY! I got it right!

I just looked at my calendar...I scribbled all different kinds of numbers on it...I'm dumb. Everything has SOMETHING to do with summer holidays... number of days, including weekends; number of days, excluding weekends; number of hours, including weekends...and so on.


Do you want to know how many long, boring hours I have to go through?? (excluding weekends) I'll just do the maths... 39x24=

OMG! 936 HOURS?!?! (roughly.....) aghhh... How am I gonna survive that???

Oh well, I'll just have to put up with that...I dont have a choice...or maybe I do! SKIP SCHOOL!! Im joking, btw. I would never do that



hmm.......byee

Hej! Dzisiaj po Polsku, czuję się po Polsku to piszę po Polsku!

xD

Dobra, wczoraj w nocy była straszna burza (dokładnie niewiem czemu wam o tym piszę. Obudziłam się z pięknego snu z tymi wszytskimi sexownymi bishiami, słysząc z dworu "BUM BUM! BUM BUM BUM BUM!" i widząc, jak mój pokój miga na niebiesko, cały czas jeszcze trochę zaspana myślałam, ze to wojna.... ojoj strasznie było! ale wyjrzałam przez okno i wpatrywałam się w te piękne ... erm... zygzaki na fioletowym niebie.

... ukradłam coś od ;3

Zasady: Wlacz Google i szukaj kolejne wyrazenia. Tagnij 3 znajomych. Badz dojrzaly i wpisuj swoje PRAWDZIWE pierwsze imie. Uzywaj pierwszych wynikow, ktore pasuja i daja jakis sens.

1. Pytanie: Wstaw "[twoje imię] potrzebuje" w wyszukiwarkę Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina potrzebuje zeby zyc. (co??)

2. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imię] wyglada jak" w wyszukiwarkę Google.
Odpowiedź
~ Ta druga , Karolina , wyglada jak zajac. (aha, rozumiem xD)

3. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imię] mówi" w wyszukiwarkę Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina mówi: „niewidomy, szalony facet z Warszawy”. (lol!)

4. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] chce" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~ Karolina chce zabrać Maksa jako swojego partnera na zjazd absolwentów. (Słucham?)

5. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] wykonuje" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina wykonuje ręką ruch, jakby chciała uderzyć, a Tomek udaje, że chce kogoś kopnąć

6. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] nienawidzi" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina nienawidzi rewolucji, która odebrała jej majątek, poniżyła i zniszczyła rodzinę. (rewolucji...? OwO)

7. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] pyta" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina pyta, czy ona też powinna zacząć na nią uczęszczać.

8. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] staje sie, idzie" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Samobójstwo Karoliny staje się w tym wypadku tylko pointą, komentarzem. (...że-że co proszę? POINTĄ??)

9. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] lubi" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~ Karolina lubi zapach świeżego prania. (nooo kocham świeże pranie.... owO)

10. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] zjada" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina zjada suche osy z parapetu. (Nie wiedzieliście, że jestem na diecie? Osy wzmacniają gałki oczne....jezus)

11. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] nosi" w wyszukiwarke Google.
Odpowiedź:
~ Imię Karolina nosi teraz 255 497 Polek. (oh wow, ciekawe czy jestem wliczona??)

12. Pytanie:Wstaw "[twoje imie] byl aresztowany za" w wyszukiwarkę Google.
Odpowiedź:
~Karolina była aresztowana za wandalizm. (no tak, jaki ze mnie wandal, no. Wogóle co to za słowo WANDAL?!)


Zróbcie to, hehe, uśmiejecie się!

...Hey (:

I thought I'd write a journal! Are you all happy?? *Smile full of hope*
...SILENCE...

oh well, i don't care if anyone reads it or not, whatever.

I got a new computer, my old scanner only works on Windows xp, so I need to wait for another scanner (a new printer with it, a must have!).

If I could I would like, upload something everyday, because I do sketch everyday and why don't I show you my sketches??

I personally think sketches are prettier than fully CG-ed work, which obviously doesn't mean I don't like CGing or Cg-ed art.

Why did I name this journal school?
Well, I promised myself I would do my best on my up-coming exams...Because if I do, I'll probably get a better mark than if I wouldn't. If I get a better mark, I'll generally feel more confident, and better about myself AND my I'll have an argument, when it comes to asking my parents for stuff.

They even DARED to say that I shouldn't draw AT ALL.
Because, apparently, I spend too much time doing it.
Well, I spend more time studying. But they don't notice that.


_ _ _

When it actually comes to the whole deviantart stuff, nothing's happened here lately, I need to take care of a webcam, and a desktop screenshot AND a drawing worth of being a featured deviation... My deviantart just looks so boring...well. I'll do all that when my exams are over...


Friends&artists:

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles. (i wish i did...)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (loaads!)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[x] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (lion king *sniff*)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone (arm, i was 11...really bad...)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (4!!!!)
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[x] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (ehm...)
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. Nativity play! I was Mary!
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace(bebo, actually)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights. (in pictures)
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding. (YAH im cool)

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date. (someone hooked me up with a stranger)
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (all the time)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger. (a stranger kissed me eughhhh)

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. (SERIOUSLY?!WHATS GONNA HAPPEN?!)
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well. (i used to be in a REAL choir! *wooow*)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs. (im scared, theyre even scarier when theyre dead!whats the point then?)
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (we had to)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. (embarassing, cuz noone else does..*haha*)
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names. (VERRY BAD AT THAT)
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Tagged by
Interview with an ARTIST

1) How long have you been an Artist?
1 year :S

2) What first inspired you to become an artist?
...hard one...someone's website who used to draw manga

3) How many hours do you put in on your art on average?
1-3 hours a day

4) What do you like about creating your art?
...nothing. (FULL STOP)

5) What do you hate about creating your art?
......I never finish anything

6) Why do you create art?
OMG! What would I do if I didn't draw! I express my feelings this way!!

7) Do you feel happy with your art style? Why or Why not?
yup...well, partly, at least...Why? Maybe because...this is annoying I canąt think of anzthing right now